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Covid-19 Perspectives from Memoir Writers

by Matilda Butler on June 18, 2020

Memoir Writers’ Thoughts on Covid-19 and Quarantining

Covid-19 and Memoir WritingLast month, I asked memoir writers to tell us how shelter-in-place was affecting them. In our discussions, we knew that there were different reactions — all the way from a smiley face to a deep frown. But what exactly would they say?

We had many responses. Thank you everyone. I think we all love reaching out during this time of seclusion.

We decided to select some of the notes we received and have shown them below. This WomensMemoirs.com website decided to block all comments (don’t you just love the strong personalities of cyber folks?) so more of you may have unsuccessfully tried to share your thoughts. It took of a while to figure out the problem and then to have someone fix it. Comments are now working so if you want to comment on any of the notes detailed below or add your own reflections, please scroll to the bottom and share.

Most of the musings are brief–just what we expected. But Mairi Neil wrote a long piece from her home in Australia. I’ve put it at the bottom of this post. We think you’ll find it as illuminating as we did — the interweaving of personal and public, of current worries with those of past decades. And through all of this, Mairi looks for the positives and the blessings for the future.

Thank you Mairi.

I am now 100 years + living alone (and loving it!)

Thank you for your email. I have slowed down on my writing, as I am now 100 years + living alone (and loving it!) Maybe later I will get back to wonderful writing.

Sincerely, Marcelle (AKA Marci)

…hopeful we will all come out of this with joyful and grateful hearts

Rick and I are doing well.We are grateful that our friends and families are healthy and are abiding by the rules, albeit one family member is angry that he is “trapped at home” – not a surprise to any of us. 

Rick and I were able to get in one last BIG trip – to Tanzania and Kenya before the shelter in place was required.We decided, as soon as we learned of the dangers, to shelter in place and practice physical distancing before it was required.It was a shock coming back to a panicked state of affairs, as we were very sheltered from the world in our safari travels. As it turned out, we are so grateful that we were able to get in this possible last hurrah before travel was considered too dangerous to try. The experience was the most exhilarating I have ever had, and I will always be grateful that we were granted the time to do so.

We hope you and yours are safe and happy, and that we will all come out of this with joyful and grateful hearts.

Lynne Urband

It’s hard to eat cookies and drink coffee through a mask!

Thank you, Matilda and Kendra, for your caring and your interest. My  husband and I are both healthy and safe.  We have enough food, good people to talk to (on the phone) and since we are both avid readers we have many, many books (100 boxes of them in the basement)  Besides our local bookstore (our favorite place) takes orders and delivers!  So we are doing alright.  Hope you two are also healthy and safe.  Take care and thank you. 

I have a small memoir writing group that usually meets at my home. There are 8 in the group – two of them are still brave enough to come and we practice social distancing and wear masks (It’s hard to eat cookies and drink coffee through a mask!)  These two also come to journal with me on Wednesdays.   All is well. Take care.

Rachael Hungerford

Two poems written during these weeks — A Sunday Poem and This Day

Thanks for asking us and caring to know how we’re all doing… 

— Geri Ortega

Here are two poems written during these weeks:

Poem 1. A Sunday Poem

It’s humbling

watching this mind

travel into frustration

preparing Sunday’s dinner

oh, we’re running out of olive oil,

no onions or garlic, or fresh tomatoes

while in the next room,

hourly updates scrawl 

along the bottom

of the TV screen 

announcing real shortage

real yearnings

real loss, real discomfort

real pain and death

Sunday 

a day of rest

prayer and

family time

with a newspaper

delivered and read

with our special breakfast.

In isolation, 

quarantine 

shelter-in-place orders,

this Sunday brings

longing

sadness

fear

into our kitchen.

Tomorrow,

texts, emails

cell phone pings

the creak

of our mailbox lid

will grab my attention

quiet my hungers

and jolt my curiosity 

into awake-full-ness

of connections

once again.

 By Geri Ortega

4/2020

Poem 2. This Day

this day

has no name

no date

on it

it’s simply

this day

sun rises

pushing out darkness 

glowing its light

while rolling 

across the sky

sitting momentarily

overhead

allowing no shadows

sliding and sinking

once again 

vanishing while

inviting darkness 

its return

its simple journey

for this day

unlike all others

By Geri Ortega

4/2020

…light at the end of the tunnel, and when that day comes, we will celebrate.

Matilda, thank you for reaching out.. we are all doing fine,  But.

I must say, it hasn’t been easy coping with a stay at home order. I was actually surprised to feel more anxious, because of so many unknown factors, pertaining to this horrible virus.  And the realization that my freedom to come and go as I please has literally been taken away.  This indeed was a rude awakening. And for sure, we are in a war against an unknown entity, and that is more dangerous than knowing who or what we are fighting,  But as always in a war, there will be a light at the end of the tunnel, and when that day comes, we will celebrate.

Also, writing during this time has been difficult. Words seem to fail at a time when I should be able to put my feelings to paper, but there are so many other factors that play into this reasoning. The worry of survival after this is all over. And the fact that this virus attacks more people in my generation then any other. 

So instead I have been working diligently on a sketch, a non-thinking hobby, in hope that eventually, I can write something to share with others. 

Again, thank you for your thoughtfulness.. 

Marge

 

…others offered to share if needed. Kindness blossomed. From Mordialloc, Australia during the 2020 Coronavirus Pandemic

Unlike some others, isolation mindset began for me three days before Christmas 2019, when the coiled snake of breast cancer struck again after nine years. The last dance with the determined serpent took a severe toll after a too-high dose of chemotherapy resulted in an almost fatal fight with pneumonia.

January 2020 dawned with hints that a virus in Wuhan China may be more serious than first thought. A mishmash of contradictory and confusing information and advice from various levels of government and media, in Australia and abroad, warned that the risk for older people and those with an established medical condition like cancer was severe. The anxiety level in the Neil household rocketed when the first news of COVID-19 headlined with heartbreaking scenes of people on ventilators dying from pneumonia. My daughters immediately reversed roles, ordering me to stay inside, cocooned. They worried at every sign of ill health, taking me to hospital emergency where after undergoing several tests, including a brain scan, doctors concluded, a virus but not COVID-19!

In Australia, anxiety levels have been high for months. We are still recovering from the most horrific summer of bushfires in my lifetime. Widespread discussions of the economic and social consequences to rural towns and the general tourism industry fueled concern. Climate change, a topic on everyone’s lips although many politicians and people wanted ignorance. Sadly, COVID-19 has eclipsed many of these important conversations.

Our economy also struggled with rising unemployment, massive underemployment and families living with insecure work, casualisation of jobs and contracts with limited tenure, but now reels from the effects of bushfires, plus the shutdowns caused by coronavirus. I fear the worst fall out is still to come regarding the impact on society despite various levels of government trying to address this unprecedented global catastrophe with Job Keeper and Job Seeker Allowances, tax relief and grants to businesses.

For decades with a job teaching creative writing in community houses, I lived with restricted contract and casual work and if breast cancer didn’t end my working life, the stage three lockdown because of coronavirus will – it is one of many jobs in the arts and sports area deemed non-essential and will struggle to be revived afterwards when people are short of money. I will adjust and cope but fear family, friends and neighbours all impacted in different ways will be worse off.

At 67 years of age, and after a struggle with the incompetence of Centrelink (a Federal Government agency), I am now on the Aged Pension, so still have a regular income. The payment is not super generous but after years of insecure work and the probability of my course not being funded regardless of COVID-19, I am fortunate. I have a small income stream from husband John’s superannuation and my own contributions since his death, but it has taken an almighty battering along with the accounts of many others. Financial worries on top of a health crisis (what I experienced with my first bout of breast cancer that occurred in the months following the Global Financial Crisis) will definitely increase the personal catastrophe scale! Fingers-crossed the pension still gets paid and what is left of my superannuation savings recovers rather than disappears. However, I still consider myself lucky, I own my house and have no rent or mortgage to pay. Many folks will have neither home, pension, superannuation, or savings!

In quiet moments, walking our dog Josie each day, memories of the Global Financial Crisis and the aftermath of mastectomy play in a depressing loop. I’m sure others are coping with similar, if not more tragic, triggers. At least this time the lumpectomy was not as severe or the hospital stay and recovery, as expensive. To be honest, I fear more for my daughters’ future than my own. They are young and I can’t imagine what young people are feeling about the future right now on top of the present.

Drawing on memories from the 70s, I can remember the anger and fear I felt about the Vietnam War tragedies – a boy from high school one of the first Australian casualties, a national serviceman, so yes, little more than a boy. I remember too, the Cuban Missile crisis, the fear of the proliferation of nuclear weapons and the threat of a nuclear war making the future seem bleak. Talking with my parents about their experiences during WW2 living in Scotland and Northern Ireland. helpful for perspective. They survived the roller coaster of air raids, food shortages, black market, senseless deaths, heroism, the recovery after peace with traumatised returned prisoners of war, the rebuilding of cities with better housing, the creation of a national health system… The 60s brought an economic downturn, fluctuating employment, migration and starting again in a new country…

There are no accidents in my philosophy. Every effect must have its cause. The past is the cause of the present, and the present will be the cause of the future. All these are links in the endless chain stretching from the finite to the infinite. ~Abraham Lincoln

Always swings and roundabouts. Every generation has its challenges and perhaps each time an ever-so-gradual shift to a kinder, fairer world if the next generation is better educated. By having meaningful conversations, encouraging young people to learn from history and past mistakes and examining what can be achieved and how; by encouraging calmness and kindness, I want to give my daughters hope, because hope for a better world is what is needed.

Focusing on the positives is my aim to survive this pandemic crisis but always remaining aware of the negatives and working out how they can be fixed! To be part of the solution, not part of the problem!

It is heartwarming to see families playing games in the park, walking or cycling together where previously it would have been only one parent – usually the mother. I’ve observed more men pushing prams around the neighbourhood in the last few weeks than before. The initial panic buying and hoarding causing shortages, particularly of toilet paper appears over. In the midst of that, one of Anne’s friends dropped off two rolls of toilet paper, because he was concerned about my health; others offered to share if needed. Kindness blossomed.

Not all increased social observation and interaction, even from a distance, is nice with unseemly fights in supermarkets for toilet paper and other desirable goods such as flour, rice and pasta, but viral videos showing the worst of human behaviour counterbalanced by people singing from apartment balconies in Europe, USA, Australia, and the magnificent UK salute to their NHS workers. Heartwarming good deeds and uplifting examples replicated quickly and give hope the world will still be caring when the pandemic is over.

Australia has been luckier than most countries – we are an island continent with a small widespread population and despite some leaders failing and government missteps, there have been good decisions made regarding health and helping those in need. Most people have accepted the lockdowns and have modified their behaviour.

Daughter Anne is fortunate to still be employed and not have suffered the pay cuts some of her friends have endured. She can work from home but that has its challenges as she shares a tiny apartment with a teacher also working from home. The opportunity to walk in a nearby park a relief for them both but many of the support mechanisms and activities previously used for stress relief don’t exist or have changed. This new routine of life 24 hours together needing extra cooperation and negotiation. A rearranging of furniture in her bedroom created a minor disaster the first week when Anne spilt a hot cup of tea on her foot. Thank goodness she rang me via FaceTime, not only for sympathy but some old fashioned treatment advice to save a trip to A&E. This shift to working at home brings up a lot of issues – the cost of heating and electricity, Internet use and reliability, the hours people work, self-regulation of breaks, ergonomic and health and safety issues, and most of all emotional wellbeing.

Online education happening all over the world but we must remember the disadvantaged schools and students. What of students who don’t have parents at home, or access to technology, who struggle with English, are in youth detention or foster homes, live in remote communities, or are homeless? What of teachers not capable or unable to access the latest technology or without the skills to teach effectively online? What of students that need social interaction with others to motivate learning or have a disability?

Daughter Mary Jane lives with me and has been my angel, grocery shopping and ferrying me to and from medical appointments, despite coping with Stage 4 Endometriosis. Her income massively cut because as a computer teacher in community houses and also privately tutoring, she has no work. The people she cleans house for are still paying but depending on how long the lockdown lasts, realistically, that money may end soon. She just started her own design business

Her MaryJaneCreates business with cards was just gaining traction as the shops and markets where she sells were deemed non-essential.

She hopes her new Etsy Store will help but the explosion in online businesses and the economic downturn will test her mettle. By spring, perhaps the lockdown will be over and most suburbs in Victoria, will be open for business. But at the moment the prospect of allowing mass gatherings still a long way off. Mary Jane keeps working on her art and looking after me but we know the Arts sector will struggle if the economic situation after coronavirus is as dire as predicted. She is also one of those with a chronic illness whose regular appointments and scheduled treatment have been cancelled because COVID-19 takes priority. How long will it take hospitals to adjust and deal with the growing backlog of health conditions currently deemed elective surgery or of secondary importance? What of the pain those patients are coping with now?

In a post-coronavirus economy, the rich and poor divide, those employed and those not, the healthy and the ill… divisions already existing …will be exacerbated and as a society we have to be prepared and hopefully use this time to work out better solutions than offered in the past.

On a personal level, I miss the regular walks with my dearest friend, Lesley and the cuppa afterwards in our favourite coffee shop where we’d chat and support each other through health and family crises, discuss and vent about political and social issues, and most importantly, laugh a lot. Lesley picked me up from the ultrasound biopsies in December, and although not confirmed I knew the cancer was back just by the demeanour of the staff. She was the first to cop the outpouring of grief and fear!

Lesley and her daughter, Leesa, own The Little Bookroom, a bricks and mortar bookstore. Almost a decade ago, they bought the iconic institution that has been around nearly half a century in Melbourne. They nurtured the niche market of children’s books, authors and illustrators but it has been extremely difficult these last few weeks because of lockdown.

However, Lesley assures me after initial fears, they are ‘treading water’ and with the tremendous goodwill they have created in their local community, plus amazing Lockdown adaptations like home deliveries, pick-up orders, and an active social media and online presence, staff have been retained and the business will survive. It helps that they can access government support. Our get-togethers now via text messages and phone calls while we walk in our own suburbs. A poor substitute for coffee, cake and chat, but wonderful we can uplift each other by describing how with so many people out walking, there is less car traffic and pollution, families are playing, cycling, gardening or just looking out windows to wave and greet each other. Our world seems to have reverted to the kindness we remember from the childhood neighbourhoods of the 50s and 60s. My doctor and her receptionist agree as eyes twinkle above PP masks!

I put a bear by my mailbox for all the children who go on a bear hunt – one of the many viral activities social media has spawned. Sitting at the computer with the window open I hear excited exclamations of discovery from the passing children, and smile. Locals have dressed up in fancy costumes to put out their rubbish bins, retired teachers have adopted students as pen pals in their street, sharing helpful tips and answering questions by popping letters in mailboxes. There are lots of creative videos sharing expertise and tips from cooking, to games and activities to see people through ‘stir crazy’ isolation.

There is a viral kindness phenomenon, a movement of tens of thousands of people across Australia online offering to help others in their neighbourhood with shopping for groceries, picking up medication or just checking in on the phone or social media to ensure everyone is okay. Again a deep belief in the need for connection offering hope for when the isolation and lockdown ends, we will be a kinder society.

Meanwhile it is difficult to cope with lack of physical contact of loved ones and even friends. Greg who has cut my lawn since John died, recently lost a stepdaughter in a car accident. She lived in Tasmania, has left a partner and two children. Because of the limit of people who can attend funerals and 14 day quarantine restrictions travelling interstate, Greg and Suzette could not attend the funeral. I stood the recommended social distance and wept as he shared the painful tragedy. All my natural instincts ached to gather him close and let him weep with me.

My daughters have a close friend who is a nurse and currently on permanent night duty in the Accident & Emergency Department of a local public hospital; her partner, a policeman. Mary Jane and Anne have sent several care packages for Leah and Mary Jane taught Leah’s aged parents how to Skype and FaceTime so they can keep in touch because realistically they will be the last families able to physically get together.

I make and receive regular phone calls to friends, acquaintances and some ex-students at risk of ill health because of isolation. In some cases the conversations longer and more intense than when we were face to face. People share stories of cleaning out cupboards, tackling garden and renovation tasks, family history projects, typing up travel diaries and numerous other activities put on the back burner or ignored are started or completed. Time suddenly, seems infinite.

Others confess to high anxiety only relieved by watching hours of crap TV shows, old DVDs, re-reading favourite books, overeating or dwelling on grudges and worst case scenarios reported in the media. Through my blog Up The Creek With A Pen, I post lessons and activities to inspire writers and non-writers to cope with this difficult time.

Mary Jane walks Josie too and so like some other pets, COVID-19 has a plus side for dogs who love having their owners close. The first week of the general lockdown with workers laid off or working from home, Mary Jane walked by a group of apartments cheaply built with the ubiquitous front wall of mainly glass windows and doors. A large flatscreen TV beamed while the man sat watching without drawing blinds or curtains. Mary Jane returned home and told me with a sardonic smile, ‘Everyone in the street saw he was watching hard core porn!’

Oops!

On the plus side, I’ve heard children’s laughter and giggles through open windows, the strains of practice tunes of musical instruments and smiled with delight at the positive chalked messages on pavements and the rainbow drawings in windows.

There are changes to how we do things I hope will remain after the pandemic is over. I can now have Telehealth appointments with my doctor instead of traipsing up to the clinic and sitting in the waiting room. This will be wonderful in the future if just needing confirmation about medication or a minor follow up. There are strict cleaning regimes in place in public buildings and shops, which hopefully will continue. The world may be healthier if people take more care of what they touch and stay aware of how easily infection is transferred.

I ordered groceries online and it was such a positive experience I know if I need to do this – even to give Mary Jane and Anne a rest from caring for me in the future – it can be done.

Technology has been a saviour and I’m aware of how privileged I am in this regard. Being able to FaceTime my sister in NSW and my daughter Anne plus share photos and videos with friends here and overseas is a huge plus when practising social distancing and living in lockdown. The girls have also organised ZOOM sessions of movie and trivia nights or just general fun conversations with friends in all corners of the globe.

I’m grateful for having access to technology and being able to use it. Making regular calls to people like an ex-student with emotional and mental health issues to help ease extreme anxiety. One is a widow with no children who suffers from loneliness relieved by retail therapy and coffee shop catch-ups with friends. She barely manages text messaging but can use email. However, she lacks the ability to Skype, FaceTime or Zoom. There are others like her who suffer because of lack of technical knowledge and equipment. If the pandemic has shown one thing, it is the importance of the worldwide web and associated technology.

I’m also grateful that medical expenses are limited because of Medicare and the State and Federal Governments commitment to health funding and Telehealth. If I’m unlucky enough to become a victim to COVID-19, (fortunately Australia appears to be flattening the curve so that may be a rare ‘if ’), but if it does happen, living in Melbourne I will have more than a fighting chance.

My fear and anxiety is for my daughters and their future and other young people who may be disheartened and think the future bleak. I wish them the resilience of past generations and those in other parts of the world suffering more than Australia, not only from this virus but war, poverty and effects of climate change.

Mairi Neil

Mordialloc April 19, 2020

We thought we’d conclude with a bit of Covid-19 humor. Take your pick. Which one strikes you as funny?

 

 

Take care of yourselves, be safe, stay well.

Matilda and Kendra

 

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